Lorinz Muze
One petite woman's journey
Wednesday, December 27, 2023
Hau'oli Makahiki Hou! Happy New Year!
Friday, January 6, 2023
Hau'oli Makakhiki Hou! Happy New Year!
Thursday, December 30, 2021
Mele Kalikimaka e Hau’oli Makahiki Hou!
Friday, January 1, 2021
Hau’oli Makahiki Hou (Happy New Year)
Hau’oli Makahiki Hou (Happy New Year) to you and yours. I hope this letter finds you in good health and spirits.
My annual letter a-l-w-a-y-s opens thusly, wishing that you and yours enjoy good health and spirits. Never has this been more salient as we are assaulted with job loss, income stress, social and physical isolation, while being stalked by a deadly virus. I hope even in this, you can find moments of joy, happiness, and hope.
Koa, Kea, & me |
For only the second time in my life, I spent Christmas alone. The lights on my tree blazed all day while a constant stream of carols suffused every nook and cranny. Nonetheless, it lacked luster without the gathering of friends and family. The footer on my emails reads:
This year, to lovingly observe z Holidays means giving up “but we always…” for the sake of everyone - so that next year we might once again have it all.
Only you can make it so. So do so.
… I could hardly ignore my own advice.
Well COVID sure put a monkey wrench into our year; didn’t it? So much for traveling home for Mom’s 95th or a subsequent memorial. Cancelled our 3-week hiking trip in the UK and a 2-week Home-for-the-Holidays including both Christmas and New Year. Do you know that in my 41 years of nursing I have never had a vacation that included both Christmas and New Years? This, my final year of nursing, was gonna be it. Auwe (alas) no mattah no moah; I going retire in 100 days anyways.
Yes, we lost my Mom and her sister Cornelia this year. This social isolation is very, very hard on our super seniors. Weeks before Mom died, just when Honolulu ended its lockdown, my cousins whisked “the sibs” (Aunties Jane (my Mom), Corn, San, and Ellen, and Uncle Dave) to an outside, physically-distanced luncheon. They invited us all to FaceTime into the gathering. Mom was mostly non-verbal and it was the last time I saw her and Aunt Corn. Good thinking cousins! Dey so akamai (smart)!
Working in an outpatient clinic is all kinds of new stress. Because my asthma has become a real problem, particularly during winter, I work in an N95 from the first day of fall, through the winter. (See how much you’ve learned this year? I don’t even need to explain PPE and N95.) So even before COVID hit, I was already in protect-my-lungs mode.
Kaiser was very fast to respond, canceling all in-person appointments and non-emergent surgeries prior to the California lockdown. Because we already make telephone and video visits, we pivoted to virtual work over one weekend. It wasn’t pretty but it was better than anyone else in the region - by far.
While I am fortunate to be working, still, it is anxiety producing to be locked in a small exam room with anyone for 20-minutes. What if they are asymptomatic or pre-symptomatic? I think I pretty much speak for most healthcare workers (HCW) when I say: wear a mask, practice physical distancing, do it outside, and during this surge - stay home and do not gather.
Remember that during the 1918 flu pandemic, most of the 1.5 million deaths occurred during the winter. Just like, “Only you can prevent forest fires”; Only YOU can keep you/yours/us safe.
I am flummoxed by the lack of COVID response in the US - as is, BTW, the rest of the world. I’ve presented the science in my blog and will not repeat it here. But you are welcome to visit and read at:
https://lorinzmuze.blogspot.com.
One last thing regarding COVID. We saw early reporting in January from Wuhan that implied coronavirus was airborne. Unfortunately, it took the CDC the better part of a year to make that known. This new reporting shows confirmation data out of S Korea. “Coronavirus can travel farther and faster inside restaurants than previously thought, South Korean study suggests. Two diners at a South Korean restaurant were infected with novel coronavirus in a matter of minutes from a third patron who sat at least 15 feet away. The third patron was asymptomatic at the time.” WATCH z video!
https://www.washingtonpost.com/food/2020/12/11/korean-restaurant-coronavirus-airflow-study/
But I don’t go to restaurants, you say. Yes, but when you invite even a few people over to eat, your home becomes like a restaurant. If attendees have not quarantined before and after a negative test or for 10-days, your gathering poses an unnecessary risk. With the virus mutation becoming increasingly transmissible, nothing but an N95 will keep viral particles out. The surge we are experiencing now is from small, familial gatherings over Thanksgiving. Officials fear the Christmas bump will force us to triage people away from healthcare from tents in the parking lot.
We are living through, what is on track to be, what history books will call, the greatest catastrophe in American history. With 350,000 Americans dead and a disease continuing to spread like wildfire, keep your masks on - we will likely need them for most of 2021 if not longer. Remember, the COVID vaccine does not prevent infection nor the spread of infection. Hopefully, like the flu vacc, it boosts your immunity to prevent a lethal infection. Make sure your lifestyle choices are consistent with survival.
The number of HCW COVID fatalities now number in the several thousands, though this data is not officially tracked. It stands to reason that if no one is tracking, the numbers are assuredly higher.
As we discuss surging outpatient personnel (like me) into staffing the hospital, I will make my exit if needed. Nurses and doctors came out of retirement to work the pandemic - some of them died. This is not the battle for older, frontline workers. This is a young persons war - and that’s not me.
My ukulele band KaBang! had continued to hold outdoors, physically-distanced rehearsals all year. But we have stopped for the winter, taking no chances to get through this surge.
Cora, Ayla, Leia, Alanna |
I did get to Newport Beach, CA in October to visit with Lael and her family before their move to Michigan. Because I could not isolate ahead of time, I wore a mask, kept my distance, and slept in BAM (Baconz Adventurosa Mobile). With some reluctance, I took my Humpty Dumpty (made by Aunt San) and bequeathed him to the next generation. He’s like 58 years old so I was a little sad to let him go.
With lots of alone time I have devoured books, podcasts, and MasterClasses. Here are some of my recommendations:
Favorite podcast: Presidential by the Washington Post. This was originally a weekly broadcast prior to the 2016 elections. Highlighting each President in order of ascension, it begins with Washington and ended with Obama. They have since added two more episodes. I discovered Presidents I knew nothing about. It was a fascinating recall of American history as everything of import is touched by the hand of the President. Really, it was fascinating.
Favorite books: Lincoln-Team of Rivals. At times, reading this was a slog, an almost daily accounting of Lincoln’s presidency. Nonetheless, there are striking similarities to our times and division. Famous for his generous opinions of others, one cannot fail to admire the thoughtfulness and grace that ruled Lincoln’s decisions. Angry letters never sent, snippets from his journal, and headlines from the NY Times all combine into a stimulating, nourishing stew that renewed my hope for our male-dominated, federal leadership. This tome is worth the time.
Kareem Abdul-Jabbar has co-written a few excellent prequels to Sir Conan Doyle’s Sherlock Holmes series. Apparently KAJ is a real Holmesian; these books are true-to-form, in-the-vein, and riveting respite.
I have more recently been thinking and reading about citizenship, civic duty, and living in a way that is responsible to and for others in my community. America is known for its rugged individualism but that, it turns out, is a myth. Nor does that mentality serve us well in a time that requires us to consider others, to love them as ourselves, and to speak the truth. The new year is always a good time to reflect on who I’ve been, how I behaved, were my words kind and did I honor others?
What’s on tap for 2021?
Believe it or not, my 65th birthday quickly approaches and I am eligible to retire on April 1st. I had planned on another big party for both birthday and retirement. Auwe! Maybe 2022? When safe, I do plan to pack my van and drive east to see friends and family. Maybe even drive parts of Route 66. Maybe end up in the NE for a never-done-before: see the fall colors before returning home.
I would love to hear how you have fared and the direction of your life.
Be well. Find joy. Laugh, sing, dance, play, and love.
A hui hou kakou (until we meet again) ~Lorin
Sunday, October 25, 2020
WWFD? What Would Fauci Do?
WWFD? What Would Fauci Do?
From the Trenches - # next
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Sadly, little has changed since my last blog in July but the rising death count and case load. Perhaps the disease is more real now, perhaps you know or know of someone succumbed to COVID-19.
America leads the world in COVID-19 deaths by many tens of thousands. If you think for one-minute that many of these deaths were not preventable - change your news channel - your information source is inaccurate. More Than 1,000 Current and Former CDC Officers Criticize U.S. Covid-19 Response. An open letter calls for the federal agency to play a more central role in addressing the pandemic. [1]
As we head into winter, flu season will be complicated by COVID-19. As the weather cools and people gather indoors, the risk of viral spread increases. We are already in, what has been named, “the fall surge.” Hospitalizations and cases are rising across the nation. We have not “turned the corner” by any stretch. The virus is surging - it is not disappearing.
Trump is right when he says people are sick of COVID-19. This is called COVID fatigue, we are tired of being apart, we want to hug our grandkids and gather at Thanksgiving - and we may give-in to our wants. The problem is, with 220,000+ dead Americans, COVID-19 is not sick of us. In fact, COVID-19 might just be warming up.
The intention of this blog is to give you the latest data on how to keep you and yours safe until we have the political will to come up with a national plan. Why a national plan? Because the nations who have successfully navigated COVID spread have done so with a unified, national strategy. With the resources of the nation being brought to bear on supply chains for PPE and testing materials, with case tracing and a plan for dealing with those infected and those exposed. 220,000+ American deaths clearly demonstrate that whatever plan this country is working is an ineffective one.
What have we learned since July?
- We’ve learned that the CDC (Center for Disease Control) has been compromised by pressure from the White House. [2] The first obvious example occurred July 8th when Trump tweeted that CDC’s guideline for reopening schools were “too tough.” CDC capitulated and revised them. [3] July 8th was the first (though not the last) time that I logged onto CDC’s website to print their COVID-19 Guideline so I could track changes made in subservience to Trump and against the advice of career epidemiologists and public health experts.
Other examples of CDC compromise:
September 1st CDC announced: “If you have been in close contact (within 6 feet) of a person with a COVID-19 infection for at least 15 minutes but do not have symptoms, you do not necessarily need a test unless you are a vulnerable individual or your health care provider or State or local public health officials recommend you take one.” This was a head-scratcher and completely at odds with contact tracing (the bedrock of epidemic management) but consistent with a misguided theory that less testing equals less cases. California’s Gov. Newsom immediately announced that the state would not be downgrading its testing. CDC reversed this guideline on September 24th. [4]
2) We’ve learned that the this virus is aerosolized - like measles - this is a big deal. Aerosolization greatly contributes to ease of infection. Remember the Disneyland measles outbreak during the Christmas Holiday of 2014?
CDC: Measles Outbreak - California, December 2014 - February 2015
As of February 11, a total of 125 measles cases with rash occurring during December 28, 2014–February 8, 2015, had been confirmed in U.S. residents connected with this outbreak. Of these, 110 patients were California residents. Thirty-nine (35%) of the California patients visited one or both of the two Disney theme parks during December 17–20, where they are thought to have been exposed to measles, 37 have an unknown exposure source (34%), and 34 (31%) are secondary cases. Among the 34 secondary cases, 26 were household or close contacts, and eight were exposed in a community setting. Five (5%) of the California patients reported being in one or both of the two Disney theme parks during their exposure period outside of December 17–20, but their source of infection is unknown. In addition, 15 cases linked to the two Disney theme parks have been reported in seven other states: Arizona (7), Colorado (1), Nebraska (1), Oregon (1), Utah (3), and Washington (2), as well as linked cases reported in two neighboring countries, Mexico (1) and Canada (10). [5]
We’ve heard similar COVID-19 stories: In June, a surprise birthday party in Texas resulted in 18 coronavirus cases. In July, a house party in Michigan led to 43 cases, and a family gathering in North Carolina led to 40 cases because the attendees "went about their daily lives" before they started showing symptoms. In some places, in-home gatherings are now responsible for the majority of new coronavirus cases. A recent Centers for Disease Control and Prevention report showed how a chain of family gatherings in Chicago let to three deaths. [6] I think we’ve all heard about the wedding in Maine that resulted in multiple COVID cases and deaths of people not even in attendance.
Aerosolization is a big deal, micro viral particles can hang in the air and be inhaled by another. In another example of CDC flip-flops, CDC finally declared what has been evident (to the medical community) for months: COVID-19 is aerosolized to enable airborne transmission. They quickly reversed that declaration with a backflip, only to reverse the reverse with a running Round-off- Back Handspring-Back Tuck. It would be entertaining and laughable if it weren’t so tragic. We have never seen such a schizophrenic CDC and it is more than disheartening for health care workers (HCW) across the globe who have depended upon the guidance of CDC for decades.
What does aerosolization mean for our own safety? It means masks are helpful. They stop droplets and some aerosol. But if you spend 15 or more minutes in a confined space with an infected person (i.e. carpooling, flying, exam room, meal prep in the kitchen), a simple, cloth mask will not keep aerosolized virus out of your respiratory tract.
What about public transportation, flying or carpooling? Best practice would have everyone wearing an N95 mask (get them on Amazon, Home Depot) to contain your own droplets and aerosols. Keeping the windows open will disperse any escaped viral particles thereby reducing the build-up of virus to infectious levels. Avoid the instinct remove the mask to cough or sneeze. DO sneeze inside your mask, that is what its for. I’ve read of a plan to physically distance commuters and open the windows on commuter trains into NYC through the winter.
What if everyone has a negative COVID test? Technically that could work, however, the White House Rose Garden Super-Spreader event gives us a stellar example of when it did not. Twenty-eight people were infected at that event where every attendee had a negative test. If the people living in a biologic bubble can get infected… that ain’t you and that ain't us; don’t let your guard down.
Rule #1 for indoors and out - keep physically distanced from people not in your “quarantine pod”. No close contact (within 6 feet) to any person for greater than15 minutes., wash hands, wear a mask. Keep it outdoors if possible (the odds of contracting the virus are 20 times higher indoors). Keep indoor gatherings small and with people under 60 years.
If not the CDC?
WWFD? = What would Fauci do? I am a fan of Dr. Fauci. He is not beholding to Trump, he cannot be fired by Trump, and he shrugs off the bullying. Yes, Dr. Fauci made some missteps - who didn’t? This IS the novel Coronavirus - a never-been-seen-before virus to which humans have no immunity. Do not get attached to a treatment plan or way of interacting with the virus. Good scientists will change their recommendations as we learn more and the data change. A man who can say, “I thought this, the data suggests that, we were wrong, the new plan of action is…” THIS is not ego driven but science driven; isn’t that what you want?
"Let's see if we could put this to rest once and for all," Fauci said. "Cloth (face) coverings work. If you look at the scientific data, the masks clearly work. I mean, they are part of a multifaceted approach of—masks, keeping distance, avoiding crowds, washing hands, doing things outdoors, much more than indoors. All of that is a combination of prevention modalities that are easy to do relatively speaking.” [7]
Follow the advice of Dr. Fauci and the World Health Organization. Dr Sanjay Gupta of CNN seems to be pragmatic and sound. California’s state or local health department has good information. Beware information dispersed by any politician unless it closely follows that of the Health Department.
And one more thing: listen to epidemiologists and public health professionals. Shun the radiologist who plays a public health professional on TV. He might have slept at a Holiday Express but he’s still bogus.
Bill Gates: I’ve tackled every big new problem the same way, by starting off with two questions. Who has dealt with this problem well? And what can we learn from them?
Look for best practices from other countries.
Totally Under Control is a new 2-hour documentary (streaming on Hulu & Amazon Prime) tracks our COVID-19 response against that of South Korea. Both countries learned of their first case on the same day in January. Both national responses are chronicled at critical decision points, when S Korea went right and the US went awry.
Research and follow best practices of other countries. i.e. Australia (905 deaths), New Zealand (25 deaths), S. Korea (457 deaths), Taiwan (7, yep, no typo, just 7 deaths). To be fair, these countries have a national strategy to protect their citizenry and national healthcare and electronic medical records that provide data in real time. The US could have that, we have the infrastructure, so far we lack the will. But we could personally follow the practices imposed by those countries.
Follow their example: universal mask wearing in public spaces, physical distancing from others, keep rooms well ventilated, avoid crowds, closed spaces with close contact, sanitize hands, cough into elbow, avoid touching your face. WHO instructs those with underlying conditions or over 60 to wear a medical/surgical mask. These practices are simple and the bedrock of interrupting the spread of any contagion.
Australia and other southern hemisphere countries had record low flu seasons. The physical distancing and other public health precautions put in place to combat COVID-19 quashed the flu season. It makes sense, flu is also a viral illness. The US could hope for the same but then, we would have to behave the same.
COVID-19 vs. cold and flu symptoms — Because the symptoms of COVID-19, a seasonal cold, and the flu have a lot of similarities, mild cases of COVID-19 may go undetected. Watch our video to learn more about the different symptoms for COVID-19, the flu, and a cold. [8]
The symptoms which are unique to COVID-19: shortness of breath, new loss of smell and taste, rash on hands and feet. Fever (over 100.5), shaking chills, headaches, cough, sore throat, diarrhea, muscle aches, and fatigue, are common to both COVID-19 and influenza.
Colds come on gradually and the most common symptoms are a stuffy nose, sore throat, and sneezing. They sometimes also include a cough and fatigue. Fevers and headaches are rare.
All three infections are viral illnesses - we don’t use antibiotics for viral illnesses. We use Tylenol for fevers, Robitussin for cough, Cepacol and salt water gargles for sore throat, inhalers for wheezing, etc. Even for COVID-19; its a virus.
If you have symptoms, contact your doctor. Many doctor offices do not have PPE (personal protective equipment) so we do not necessarily want you in our office. We will try to treat you over the phone or by video visit. We will send you to the Emergency Department for shortness of breath - where staff are properly protected and chest X-rays and blood oxygen saturation can be assessed.
What about the Holidays?
WWFD? Dr. Fauci's Tips for Celebrating the Holidays in a Safe Way During the Coronavirus Pandemic
1. Go small-scale or go virtual.
"Be very careful and prudent about social gatherings, particularly when members of the family might be at a risk because of their age or underlying condition," Fauci told CBS Evening News. "You may have to bite the bullet and sacrifice the social gathering unless you're pretty certain that the people that you're dealing with are not infected ... either they've been very recently tested or they're living a lifestyle in which they don't have an interaction with anyone but you and your family." As he explained this, Dr. Fauci pointed to his relationship with his wife, Dr. Christine Grady. The duo only socializes with each other and no one else.
2. Don't assume that just because you feel OK you are OK.
While explaining this on CBS Evening News, Fauci referred to nationwide observation reports from his fellow coronavirus task force member, Dr. Deborah Birx. Those reports discovered that family members are spreading the coronavirus to each other more often than at the beginning of the pandemic.
"Household transmission is assuming a greater element of the transmissibility," Fauci said. And since researchers are learning that about 1 in 5 people who become infected with the coronavirus are asymptomatic, it can be a big challenge to know if you might be at risk for spreading the virus to someone who may experience more severe symptoms or complications. (Say, someone with any of these high-risk medical conditions pointed out by the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention.)
3. Travel early.
If you do decide to gather in person, follow the CDC's safer holiday travel tips: Drive and don't stop along the way (What about bathrooms? See below); then, after arriving, quarantine at a separate dwelling (such as a no-contact Airbnb) for at least five days (the median time it takes to test positive). Then get tested before gathering with your family.
4. Keep things small.
"When people do things in crowds without masks—particularly indoors—it's just asking for trouble. We know without a doubt that those are the events that have spreading among people. It isn't as if we haven't been there before. We know that's trouble. It just seems obvious you've got to avoid that," Fauci said in the interview with CBS Evening News.
(Check out one poignant example of this in our story about a coronavirus survivor who spoke out after hosting a gathering that infected 14 and killed 2 family members.) So only invite a small crew that can stay safely spaced at least 6 feet apart in the event of any congregating.
5. Speaking of masks, wear one with anyone outside of your household—even relatives.
At the beginning of the pandemic, Fauci wasn't a huge proponent of masks, fearing that there might be a shortage for health care workers. But just one month later, Fauci reversed his stance, once he learned that masks—even the cloth face masks you can buy or make—help prevent infection.
"When you find out you're wrong, it's a manifestation of your honesty to say, 'Hey, I was wrong. I did subsequent experiments and now it's this way,'" Fauci said during a 60 Minutes segment that aired on October 18. So in case you're looking for his final answer, it's wear a mask—even with your family—each and every time you're sharing space with anyone outside of your household and especially anytime you're inside. (That is, when you're not eating or drinking.)
While not seeing family might feel like a tough pill to swallow, those are some sage doctor's orders as turkey time inches closer and closer. [9]
What about bathrooms; both public and private?
Public bathrooms continue to pose a problem. [10] Ever heard of toilet plume? Aerosolized viral particles can hang in the air of an enclosed bathroom. Scroll to my previous blog dated July 12th to the paragraph: What about bathrooms; both public and private?
Lastly, remember the 3 W’s: Watch your distance, Wear a mask when you can’t watch your distance, and Wash your hands.
e malama he pa waiho ai = keep safe
Footnotes:
[1] https://www.wsj.com/articles/more-than-1-000-current-and-former-cdc-officers-condemn-u-s-covid-19-response-11602884265
[3] https://khn.org/morning-breakout/cdc-to-revise-school-reopening-guidelines-after-trump-blasted-initial-ones-as-too-tough-and-expensive/
[4] https://www.bmj.com/content/370/bmj.m3386
[5]https://www.cdc.gov/mmwr/preview/mmwrhtml/mm6406a5.htm
[6] https://www.theatlantic.com/politics/archive/2020/10/it-safe-have-dinner-together-inside/616568/
[7] On CNN’s Reliable Sources with Brian Stelter 9/27/2020
[8] Kaiser Permanente
[10]https://www.washingtonpost.com/lifestyle/2020/10/15/coronavirus-public-restroom/
Sunday, July 12, 2020
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